Have a Happy Thanksgiving

Well, we're heading to Portland in the morning for my cousin's wedding on Friday. The first part of the week will be fun, we've got a few days to just do vacation stuff. The end of the week will be not so fun, that's when we'll be doing wedding stuff. Anyway, hope you all have a good holiday.

Staring at the sea

Will she come?

Is there hope for me

After all is said and done

Anything at any price

All of this for you

All the spoils of a wasted life

All of this for you

All the world has closed her eyes

Tired faith all worn and thin

For all we could have done

And all that could have been

Ocean pulls me close

And whispers in my ear

The destiny Ive chose

All becoming clear

The currents have their say

The time is drawing near

Washes me away

Makes me disappear

I descend from grace

In arms of underflow

I will take my place

In the great below

I can still feel you

Even so far away

-NIN-

I believe I can see the future

Because I repeat the same routine

I think I used to have a purpose

Then again, that might have been a dream

I think I used to have a voice

Now I never make a sound

I just do what I’ve been told

I really don’t want them to come around

Oh, no.

Every day is exactly the same

Every day is exactly the same

There is no love here and there is no pain

Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching

In case I lose myself again

Sometimes I think I’m happy here

Sometimes, yeah, I still pretend

I can’t remember how this got started

But I can tell you exactly how it will end.

Every day is exactly the same

Every day is exactly the same

There is no love here and there is no pain

Every day is exactly the same

I’m writing on a little piece of paper

I’m hoping someday you might find

Well, I’ll hide it behind something

They won’t look behind I am still inside here

A little bit comes bleeding through

I wish this could have been any other way

But I just don’t know, I don’t know,What else I can do…

Every day is exactly the same

Every day is exactly the same

There is no love here and there is no pain

Every day is the same!

-NIN-

That's a Bad Bon Jovi! Bad!

For the first time I'm disappointed in Bon Jovi. I'm just heartsick about it,

but they have really broke my spirit today. Today began the presale for

tickets to their show here in March. So, as usual, I go online to get me some tickets. Then I see that the prices are almost twice the cost of the last tour here. $130 for floor seats! Last tour I got 2 floor seats for $150! I don't believe in the concept of "selling out", so that isn't it. I guess it just feels like this time my boys are more concerned with making money than about the fans. In the past, fans got the earliest presale available. This time, American Express card holders had the first presale time slot, this morning at 9am. Fans had to wait until noon. Then, the only tickets that are available for presale are the $1000 VIP package and the $130 floor seats. Yes, I said $1000 VIP package. What does a grand get you? You get 1 ticket (up close), you get to go on a side stage for 3 songs, you get something autographed by the band, and a $100 gift certificate for the Bon Jovi store. For $1000! I think that should get you backstage, a meet and greet, something! The next section up from the floor is $100-$130 and then next up from that is $61, followed by the nosebleed at $45. Now, those of you who know me know that I love my boys... but these prices are crazy! I'm so disappointed. Like a parent who caught their child lying or stealing. I'm disappointed. I feel betrayed by them. I'm sure I'll still get tickets tomorrow, but I'm actually thinking about it. It would be kinda nice for the show to get a low turn out, so they learn their lesson and get back to decent prices next tour. (like rubbing your puppies nose in their poo. Bad puppy!) However, come March, if I don't have tickets I know I'll cry. lol I don't know. I have to sulk a little. I just can't believe my boys.

What is your favorite Halloween Candy?

Carmel Apple Suckers. Sweet, sweet goodness.