First let me say sorry to anyone else that will read this and have no idea what I'm talking about. This post is for one person only... In response to their previous comment here. So, to him.
Are you fucking kidding me?! I literally had to wait for YEARS for you to talk to me, and you won't even wait for a few weeks to hear back from me? I see you've removed your comment to my "Moo...moo moo" post. Why? I can only assume it means that you made that decision yourself and changed your mind about your offer. You are, after all, the one who keeps telling me how great your life is now without me in it...Which is part of why I had to think about your offer to meet. I was surprised. You know that I want an explanation, and you told me that you didn't think you should have to give one...So, for those two reasons I had to think about what exactly I would be meeting you for. What we would be hoping to get from it...What I would expect from you, and where I want us to go from here. In addition to the many issues regarding our situation I also have a lot going on in MY LIFE! I've pretty much been moving for the past 2 months, and haven't been able to spend a lot of time with the people that are still a part of my life, let alone make time for someone who doesn't want to be around me anymore. I didn't even have time to get online for 2 weeks straight. I came on here today prepared to give you an answer, before realizing that the olive branch had an expiration date. So, whatever.... Apparently it's still not something you really want. Too bad. As I said to you YEARS ago when this whole fucking mess started...I would think 15 years is worth more than that. Guess not.
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um, where did all this come from?
is it because i deleted that comment?
i deleted it because:
1) aside from the 2 other posts regarding this situation, maybe...just maybe...i took into consideration that it wasn't fair to you for me to decide to publicly air this out any further in a public forum like this? to air "dirty laundry" so to say, and ask if you wanted to meet. so i deleted it from here. sorry.
2) there is no other reason. that's exactly why i deleted it.
i'm sorry if deleting a comment upset you. that wasn't the intention.
You're right Justin. I came in here, saw the post was gone. So, I go to Sonny's sight to see what's up...and read that post. True, I don't know who it is that is being told "Fuck You" but the whole thing does seem to fit our situation doesn't it? My gut told me that you were talking to me. IF that isn't the case... then great. My misunderstanding. I certainly don't want to believe that you could ever say those kinds of things to me.
i already explained why i deleted that comment. so there should be no further explanation regarding that.
and yes, justin, it is a vague statement. which i believe i have every right to make on my blog. however and obviously it IS about someone and something...and that something has NOTHING to do with any of this. at all. in fact what that comment was about is very trivial and silly in the first place. i feel that's all i need to say about that.
i've been blogging long enough to have learned to not take anything i read personally. i also know that i cannot read into any posting because i can't read a person's tone, intention or inflection. i also don't believe that what i read is necessarily directed or about me.
i hope that clarifies this mess and i'd like to move on and be a little more proactive.
sunshine, i wouldn't have talked to you or made an effort to reestablish anything with you just to retract my "olive branch" after not hearing a response from you after a couple of week, that would have been a colossal waste of my time and i don't like to waste my time. the offer still remains, and as i stated before i'll wait until you're ready. which is what i was doing in the first place.
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