If you haven't seen this, you must. Hilarious!
Tuesday, January 27
Thursday, January 22
Monday, January 19
Thursday, January 15
Star Wars: Retold
Star Wars: Retold (by someone who hasn't seen it) from Joe Nicolosi on Vimeo.
OMG Seriously, so funny!
Echoplex
Nice and high and far apart
Just like they said
I built this place with broken parts
Just like they said
You chip away the old version of you
You'd be surprised at what you can do
I'm safe in here
Irrelevant
Just like they said
My voice just echoes off these walls
You feel me breathe
I am watching you
I see it all
The many ways you can't get to me
I see it all
I see the Hell you put yourself through
Oh the things I could do (if I wanted to)
My voice just echoes off these walls
My voice just echoes off these walls
I don't need anything at all
My voice just echoes off these walls
And I just slowly fade away
You will never ever get to me in here
-NIN-
Underneath it All
all I do
I can still feel you
numb all through
I can still feel you
hear your call
underneath it all
kill my brain
yet you still remain
crucified
after all I've died
after all I've tried
you are still inside
all I do
I can still feel you
you remain
I am stained
-NIN-
Friday, January 9
Death Day: Year 11
I just went back to read what I wrote last year. I was in such a good place then about this. Today, I'm not ok like I was last anniversary. This time I'm angry. This time I can't stop crying. This time it's a lot harder than it's been for a few years. I don't even know what to put in here. This year I just need to buckle down and get throw it. On the 15th, when I celebrate his birthday...it'll be easier. It's easier to remember the good stuff on his birthday, and the rest of the year. Today is nothing but an endless slide show of the day I lost him...and it's like mental torture that my own brain is committing on me. So, today is about masking the pain. So, the plan for attack this year is as follows. I'm going to smoke, smoke, drink, and let my friends distract me from this shit-hole-mind-fuck of a day.
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